R World

Where the prince did not marry Cinderella because she was from the public and not a princess.

Where the wolf ate Laila just like he ate her grandmother because he was hungry and an animal!

Where the prince was killed by the dragon and could not save sleeping beauty. The dragon was much stronger.

Where the beauty ran from the teh beast's castle and could not bare staying around him. He was a beast! and he killed her dad afterwards.

Where Snowwhite died after she had the bite from the poisoned half of the apple because the poison was deadly!

Where Thumbelina stayed the wife of the ugly frog because there was no one to help her escape.

The Power of Jazz

Tonight was a lovely night. I was watching the scattered houses on the mountain with the dark blue sky as the background, it brought a big smile on my face. Yellow lights from the houses made it harder for me to see the white glowing spots in the sky. So I erased them from the view, and the white little spots grew more in quantity and in illumination.

The stars then started falling, one by one. When each reached the ground, gave a big splash and scattered into many smaller pieces. Soon the whole ground turned into a big lake, and the stars stopped splashing. Instead the started landing smoothly on water, forming star shape blocks for me to step on.

I hopped from to another waiting for each to come in place, no certain destination. I was just jumping from one to another. Until the stars themselves started floating in a level higher than the water level. They formed stairs for me to climb up to the sky. I went up and up and up.. a long road it was. But when i got to the end of it, I was happpy to become one of the stars.

Jaizy and 'Reason'

Jaizy is a new friend from J World, whom yesterday had a little problem and would like to share it with you.

Jaizy was sitting on the ground in his house when he noticed that the bouquet of peach roses he had put in the big brown vase few days ago, was all withered. All the roses were bent down forming 'U' shapes. Yet Jaizy found the roses looking more lovely than when they were fresh!

And he stopped at that thought. He truely found the roses more beautiful looking faded and worn out. He was surprised that he thought so but he DID! So he started thinking that there must be a reason for that feeling, for preferring roses that lost vitality. It was saddening for him to admit that he now feels more attracted to a less pleasant observation.

He decided he has to find the reason behind that. So he went out looking for 'Reason'.
As a start he wanted to look in the brains of little people in J World, so he started chasing people and jumping over their heads, looking inside. If you look from an upper view on people in J World, you could actually see what is inside!

All what Jaizy could find were very little reaonable ideas, none of them were enough to solve his problem. He needed bigger 'Reason'. So he thought:

"Maybe I can join little reasonable thoughts from different people so I can form the reason I need"

And that was what he tried to do. But now he has another problem, it was not in the size anymore but in the harmony. None of the little reasonable ideas would merge with another, Jaizy could not fit any two together. He felt depressed and exhausted, he has been running around all day with no conclucion whatsoever.

At that moment, Jaizy discovered that he has got his conclusion. It was not 'Reason' that he should be looking for, he should look for 'His Reason'. And he can not find that in any other place other than his own little brain even if he can never be able to take an upper view of it, and even if it was a single tiny reasonable idea. He can work on it and make it bigger. All he needed was patience and time.

When I freeze

I sit on the couch in the dark and I can see four white squares, arranged in the shape of a bigger square; yet seperated. I wish those four could merge into one so I can fly through it out of here. But I still sit and imagine I flew through!

"Lo que no mata, engorda"
A spanish proveb

I love the spanish language, and I keep translating song lyrics to learn more about it! This time I tried prverbs. I came across this one

Lo: It
que: that
matar: kill or slay
engorda: fatten

Translation: It that doesn't kill you, fattens youIt is somewhats equivelant to the english proverb : "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"

Personally I am a big fan of this proverb, I return to it when I am in need of explanation to harsh reality. When life gives me a nice slap in the face, I freeze in astonishment. Usually that is the case with me, I need time to understand what has happened. But I cure my wound with this idea. It is easy to say it, very hard to act upon it, but we must use the slap in our favour!